I don't just live,I burn.

Sore lips,burnt skin,flames in your eyes and fireworks in your heart.. All that after a moment of feeling called passion.Exactly these complex moments define us as who we are,why we are alive. You can really feel alive only when you're burning,only when you feel the marks and scars left by the fire that started few moments ago. You say love makes us feel alive,well I say that's just another illusion.Love...

My favourite.

I look at you and I think : nobody will ever love you like I do.I'm going to be the person that loves you the most for your entire life. I don't believe that other people are capable of loving you like me.It will be a terrible mistake to ignote something like that.And I look at you and I think : I'll never open up to anyone like I opened up for you.I'll never let anyone in like this.Please stay.Please...

I miss you more than I can ever put in words.

It's painful.I didn't expect that it will be easy,but I never thought that it will make me feel so much pain. Empty and tired.That's what I am. I miss you.I miss us.I miss what we had.I miss the love.I miss myself when I was with you. I miss being happy.I miss the days when I used to come after school and just sleep,cuddle and watch cartoons with you. I thought I hate that kind of life,but know I...

I really wish you could give me a chance to be with you again. To see that I've changed.That I'm me again.The same girl you fell so hard in  love with 2 years ago.The same girl you were crying for because you loved her so much. To hear my heart skipping a beat every time I see you,and how it's tearing apart because of the things I have done to you.I never changed,I just have been lost for a...

Nothing really matters.

Nothing really matters,you know. It doesn't matter that I make him smile and laugh everytime we see each other without even saying a word.It doesn't matter that we can talk about things that he'll never be able to talk with HER.It'doesn't matter that he's trying to steal a sneek on me evrytime SHE's not watching. Even the look in his eyes when he watches me doesn't matter. It doesn't matter that...

I'm tired/

I’m tired of getting up in the morning pretending that today is going to be a better day. I’m tired of rising up my expectations then ending being disappointed again and again.I’m tired of trying to look on the bright side when it’s obvious that there is no bright side,just darkness,sadness and pain all over again. I’m tired of trying so hard to be possitve,to be happy,to smile when I know that...